Just some thoughts...

YES I AM GOOOOOOOD! :)

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 19:17:51 GMT

So I got a DJ last night for the wedding! YESSSSSSSS! Ya don't know how hard that was haha, there's a lot out there but ya gotta find a good one and one thats open on your day...but this guy is good and was recommended to me by my wedding photographer..... ANDDDDDDDDDDDD today I got a dance lesson for me and my daddy hehe :) Next Thursday we're going to Center Stage in Asheville and gonna get some kick ass dance lessons :) weeeeeeeeee. I'm really getting a lot done. I addressed 133 RSVP cards last night haha...Right now all I have left is flowers, taylor for my dress, videographer, bridesmaid gifts, and little stuff for the tables. 5 1/2 more months and it's here! I'm so excited :)

Yay, for this weekend

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 04:42:03 GMT

Friday was great, I went to TGI Friday's and ate with Marina, we HAD A BLAST! Oh man, good food, drinks, and we just hung out....it was really great to see her and talk for a while! We didn't get back to her house until like 9 and by then Stephen called (he came home from Salisbury) so I went to his house and hung out with him for a while. Saturday we loaded up the UHAUL with all the stuff and drove down to his apartment in Salisbury, helped him move in and stuff. My parents came with us and helped us move him in, it was a nice trip :) Today was a little more laid back...I got up early to hang out with Stephen before he left for Salisbury, after that I went to a car show in Greenville, it was pretty cool, ate dinner, then came back here and looked through a new wedding magazine :) I'm trying to find some ideas for flowers and stuff. Tomorrow we're going to see the wedding photographer so that should be fun :) Other than that just been a busy weekend...It's always great to see Stephen :)

TOOOOOO BUSYYYYY:)

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 05:13:34 GMT

Wow, too busy! but I'm lovin it :) Bryan Drake is offically our guest book attendant and gift attendant, I'm excited :) I also got a photographer today! YESSSSS!

Check it out! http://www.lauriejohnsonphoto.com/index.html

I really like her stuff and she's done photography at the Inn on Biltmore Estate before, so that's really good for us! I finished our slide show for the wedding rehersal dinner...I wanted to include everyone so I don't just have photos of me and Stephen I have him and his groomsmen and me and my bridesmaids and some family in there too:) It's getting closer and closer WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...I can't wait to marry Stephen, he is truly my other half. He starts class tomorrow at Salisbury High Schoool, he's going to be great. Those kids really need him there, he's going to make such a big difference in that school. So I'm tryin to find my dad dance lessons is going to be funny, he is really siked about it though....that's kinda scary if ya know my dad (hehe he's not a dancer) I talked to Lauren Hudson today, I'm so glad she's going to be one of my bridesmaids, it means a lot her coming all the way from France to be with me!!!! Shannon and I went to Brevard and picked out Bridesmaid dresses, THEIR KICK ASS :)....I'm so excited! Things are really coming along, I'm getting a lot done! Well got a couple of more things to do before bed....andddddddddddd I'm off!

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 15:04:22 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

Family Guy Clips!

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 05:59:58 GMT

Thanks for the quote!

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 04:10:44 GMT

"when people show you their true selves...trust them the first time"

Wednesday...

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 03:48:51 GMT

Dang, I'm so sick of people getting mad at you for saying Merry Christmas....it's not like I'm trying to change your religion or something! I don't get pissed if someone says Happy Hanuka so chill out! I think it's so funny how people say you should say Happy Holidays instead of Merry Christmas to get rid of the Jesus part of it or something BUT.....ya know what retards, the word "Holiday" is from "Holy Day" HAHA SO YOUR STILL STUPID AND HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT....I love stupid people. Anyway I'm ready to see Stephen, we go down there next Sunday! YAYYYYYYYYY! I found out tonight his sister is moving back in the house and coming with us hehe that should make a interesting trip :) It's supposed to snow tonight so I might not get to do the Christmas shoppin like I thought tomorrow. Well nothing much to say, just stayin busy and getting ready to see Stephen :)

Busy Day...

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 04:45:45 GMT

Well today was really productive...decorated the Christmas tree, put up some shelves downstairs, put up some more lights, and took care of dad...he came home sick from work :( He's doing a lot better though. Today was really good for us, we bonded and had a lot of fun being with each other, no arguing or anything :) Not that was fight a lot, it was just a really good day for us. Talked to Stephen (that oh so wonderful man of mine) an I'm so proud of him...he's graduating in 2 weeks, I can't wait to go see him! Him coming home for Thanksgiving was so great, ya gotta think 5 months...thats a lot freakin time!...at least this is the LAST.....LAST, time we have to ever do this and be apart for so long...that's a great feeling :) My parents reservations got canceled in LA and I'm not sure if their going to be able to find another hotel...oh well shit happens I guess? I talked to Katey last night, it was great to talk to her, we haven't talked in so long it seems like...She's going through so much right now in CO, I'm proud of her for being strong :) We had deer and wild turkey outside our yard the past 2 days haha, that's when you know you live in the woods :) I love it hehe.

YAY

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 05:00:55 GMT

YAY, after 5 months....5 months!!!.....I got to see my Stephen :) it was so great, you have no idea hehe :) and tonight I found out I passed my online class with a freaking awesome grade of 94! HECK YEAH!...I can't believe in 3 weeks Stephen gets to come home for good...It's been a long 4 years being a part but I wouldn't trade him for the world! :) I am so happy right now :)

LAST WEEK!

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 04:24:01 GMT

After this week I will offically be done with class FOREVERRRRRRRRR! I'm working on a book that I have to do and that's due Sunday but it's easy...just a lot of stuff to get done though. I'm trying to get done before Stephen comes on Saturday! :) I've been taking care of my mom the past 2 days, she fell in our driveway and totally busted her face :( (I feel so bad for her) she's doing really well compared to when it first happened so thats good, one day at a time. Everytime someone goes outside it makes me nervous now, they re-paved our driveway and the speed bump they made freaking huge (IDIOTS!) and that's what she tripped over. My mind has been racing this week, I don't know what it is, between the job, finals, Stephen coming, nervous for mom, bla bla bla my mind doesn't seem to want to rest haha...too much to think about. I mean I'm not upset or freaked out about anything, I just can't relax for some reason. There is just a lot going on and about to go on with Stephen coming and Thanksgiving, job stuff ya know. I've been going to bed about 4am every night....not coz I'm sleepy either haha, just nothing else on tv to watch...My mind is tired and body but just can't sleep. Well better get back to work, these finals aren't going to do themselves.

WEEEEEE

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 04:46:17 GMT

I SEE JOURNEY IN CONCERT TOMORROW!!!! YES! Man I'm excited. We're gonna leave around 4 to go down there and meet up with my aunt Martha, she's going too. SCAD called me today and long story short they FINALLY, FINALLY! gave me that class for free! I can't believe it took them that long, dang....what a fight! but WE WON!!! I've been workin on Stephens resume a lot, almost done just gotta figure out a few more things. Well better get back to work, I'm starting finals in this online class next week, grr.

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 06:04:05 GMT

Go ahead and take your best shot,
Let 'er rip, give it all you've got,
I'm laid out on the floor, but I've been here before,
I may stumble, yeah I might fall,
Only human aren't we all?
I might lose my way, but hear me when i say,

So, go ahead to take your best shot,
Let 'er rip, give it all you've got,
You might win this round but you can't keep me down,

'Cause I'll stand back up,
And you'll know just the moment when I've had enough,
Sometimes I'm afraid and I don't feel that tough,
But I'll stand back up

YES!

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 04:33:00 GMT

2 MORE WEEKS AND STEPHEN WILL BE HERE! YES!

:)

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 04:39:17 GMT

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

geezzzzzzzz

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 04:31:45 GMT

Today was just not what I expected...damn, I haven't nothing else to say about it. I had dinner with Stephen's Dad tonight, it was fun. We talked about a lot of stuff and had a good time. I'm so ready for Stephen to be home, talking to him on the phone today was just what I needed...he can always make a bad situation make me feel better. I'm just ready to attack him when he gets off that plane :) hehe in more ways then 1 haha....He's been sick this week so I hope he starts to feel better soon. I haven't talked to Katey much this week because of Film Fest in Savannah...I know she's busy. I'm taking Marina (one of my brides maids) to see the wedding site next week, that should be fun. Ya know I was really down today after the meeting and then I realized what other things I could focus on, my family, a wonderful fiance, just a ton of other things ya know...I just hope all this job stuff is happening for a reason and something good comes out of this. I just pray it's where I'm supposed to go ya know. In the mean time STEPHEN IS COMING HOME, Thanksgiving is coming up, I have a job, Stephen graduates soon, and he'll be home for GOOD in December, life will go on from this SHITTY day!....Stephen always helps me remember that when something goes wrong in my life, he's always there to pick me back up. My wonderful other half :)

I GOT THE JOB!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 00:05:58 GMT

WHAT A INSANE WEEK!
I GOT THE JOB!!!! YES!
The interview went great today, I presented my work to the board, got a tour, talked about benefits, etc and I'm getting a offer this week on the amt their going to pay me (which should be awesome)....this is their site.....

Erwin Penland Advertising: http://www.erwinpenland.com/index.html

This is really the first time I've ever felt really confident about my work, I worked this week getting my files together to send to them along with my resume and sent it to them around 2:00 Thursday and at 5 (the same day!) they called me and wanted a interview. I had the interview at 11:30 this morning and it went great. I showed my work in a room to about 5 people and we talked, great environment to work in there! Got the tour, etc and I'm so excited! First interview with a company and I get it, YES! I'm planning to start work Dec 1st. I've got a lot to work on before then with wedding stuff, Stephens resume, online class projects, and Stephens coming HOME FOR THANKSGIVING....LIFE IS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! My family, Stephen and of course Chris...you guys really helped me, I will always be thankful for your encouraging words :)

Again, yet amused by a quiz

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 04:49:15 GMT

Your Personality Profile

You are happy, driven, and status conscious.
You want everyone to know how successful you are.
Very logical, you see life as a game of strategy.

A bit of a loner, you prefer to depend on yourself.
You always keep your cool and your composure.
You are a born leader and business person.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

HAHA I love quiz time...

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 04:45:28 GMT

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

HAHA

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 04:41:19 GMT

What Your Underwear Says About You

Admit it, you've dreamed of being a underwear model.

You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone.

The Underwear Oracle

YES!

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 03:17:37 GMT

99.9% SAYS STEPHENS COMING HOME FOR THANKSGIVING....YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :)

glad that weeks over.....

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 19:08:03 GMT

Last week was just a little too much for me. Too much bitchin and work haha. Katey came into town on Friday so we went out, had some drinks, played darts, went to the football game, the bar, it was good to see her again! I went to Greenville this weekened to help out with my cousins 13th B-Day those are some crazy ass kids and those little boys are horn dogs! We had fun, had some pizza, bond fire, music....she had a good time. I spent the night over there and that morning we talked about how we could get Stephe home for Thankgiving....I swear my family is determinded to get him home :) Wayne out of no where offered to give Stephen some of his flyer miles (coz he travels lot for work) and so I think it MIGHT work!!! That means I'd see Stephen next month :) He's checking on his school schedule today so I'm keeping my fingers crossed he can fly home FOR FREE :)

busy, busy, busy..........

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 04:31:52 GMT

I've been so busy this week, dang. I'm workin on Stephens resume and that's coming along and I'm working on 2 projects that are due this weekend but Saturday and Sunday I'll be in Greenville helping my aunt with my little couins 13th B-Day....I'm so ready for this class to be over with, 2 or 3 more weeks I think? I took Shannon to the Biltmore Estate yesterday to show her the Inn at Biltmore, where I'm getting married, we had SO MUCH FUN! Oh dang, first I showed her the site where everythings going to be, we walked around, went to a wine tasting (weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee) and that was some good wine :) We walked up to the house and talked about stuff. It was so good to see her. We've known each other sinse we were born haha. Our parents grew up together and so did we, it's great to know she hasn't changed a bit. Having her as one of my bridesmaids will be so special :) I got some dip mix while we were out and I was going to make it tonight but I forgot we didn't have any sour cream so at about 9pm I decided to go out and get some. I'm usually at home doin work and stuff around that time so when I went out and it was all dark, me getting into my car made me think I was going to see Stephen at his house (coz a lot of times we meet up later after dinner or whatever) and it made me sad...so I just had to call him and we talked for a while, it was a funny feeling driving by his house and not actually going to it haha. Only a month and a half until I see him, damn that's gonna feel good......I haven't seen him in (well it'll be) 6 months....I'm not gonna know what to do with myself......haha wait yes I am :) Kateys coming home tomorrow and we might go up to Asheville to hang out for a bit, that'll be nice to see her again....I miss her, she's going through so much right now...I wish I could be in Savannah with her.

:)

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 19:49:01 GMT

It’s getting near dawn,
When lights close their tired eyes.
I’ll soon be with you my love,
To give you my dawn surprise.
I’ll be with you darling soon,
I’ll be with you when the stars start falling.

I’ve been waiting so long
To be where I’m going
In the sunshine of your love.

I’m with you my love,
The light’s shining through on you.
Yes, I’m with you my love,
It’s the morning and just we two.
I’ll stay with you darling now,
I’ll stay with you till my seas are dried up.

Chorus

Second verse

I’ve been waiting so long
I’ve been waiting so long
I’ve been waiting so long
To be where I’m going
In the sunshine of your love.

Workin....

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 19:03:46 GMT

Well actually got some sleep last night, took some stuff to make me sleepy and it worked. This whole thing with my family coming to Stephens graduation is getting a little crazy....I swear if I hear someone (dad) bitch one more time about something...I'm really gonna ask them not to go. It's mostly my dad, he just wants to make sure the trip goes well but he worrys about EVERYTHING and I'm sick of it...I guess I get that from him but I'm NOT as bad!! I just thought they'd enjoy it and I wanted everyone to have fun but it's just blowing up in my face...it's just not worth it. We got a hotel last night and I was totally excited until we told my dad that the FEMA people were staying there and we have to call back and confirm Dec 1 to make sure they haven't taken our room away or something so now my dad is nervous about that and he thinks the hotel isn't going to be nice or something? AHHHHHHHHH....FUCK IT...I'm really not excited about anything anymore, I'm trying to do something FUN and its impossible for my dad to enjoy something UNLESS it's catered around him and he knows everything is perfect! well SCREW THAT! it's not gonna happen. Life is NOT always going to be catered around him so he can get over it. What's funny is that he wants to go, my whole family does...they wanna see Stephen NOT.....OK NOT because I'm making them or giulting them into going but because that want to see Stephen and be with him to enjoy graduating ya know....My parents just don't spend $700 by me twisting their arm.....it's because they want to do something, geez. Other than this bull shit going on I'm getting Stephens resume together and workin with my online class and doing some stuff with my portfolio as well. I talked to Marina today and I'm taking her to see the wedding site at the Biltmore Estate Nov 12...that's when shes available...she's still in school and really busy, which I totally understand how she feels. I had lunch with Nanny and Papa today, that was nice and got some errands done as well. Sooooo I guess it's back to work for me.....it's already 3:00 wow, the day is flying by.

Can't sleep...

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 06:10:27 GMT

Well it's 2am and I can't sleep, so what else is new? I went to the Biltmore Estate today and saw part of a wedding (same spot as mine!) and it was so crazy to think that that's going to be me in a couple of months :) I got to talk to Stephen for a long time tonight, gosh I loved that...I miss him. I think it's going to turn out that we're all going to see him graduate in Dec! the whole fam! haha that should be crazy :) I've been working on his resume online a lot, I hope it's what he wants and looks good enough to impress someone to hire him :) I'm working on my resume and portfolio too, I'm working on 3 new projects...kinda freelance stuff around town if you will..but I'm putting that together. I'm calling some places this week and sould be able to get some more meetings and stuff :) You'd think being home I'd be bored but I've been busy NON STOP! We had a great hike at the Biltmore Estate today, it felt so good outside about 65 degrees, BEAUTIFUL day....no clouds at all it was awesome. I talked to Stephens dad later this afternoon, he was so sweet. We talked about when we're going to get together next and have dinner. I really plan on spending a lot of time with him sinse I'm home now. I feel good about getting a job in Greenville, I have a lot of connections...just have to see what's best ya know. Well I should try and watch tv for a while to fall asleep....I just don't get sleep like I used too.......Just talking to Stephen tonight made my day, me makes me feel so loved and I couldn't ask for a better man :) He is so good to me and I want to always be there for him....that's why my family coming to see him graduate I know means a lot....he has a extra large family now :) and what's so sweet is that my family isn't going down there for me....their doing it for Stephen and that means a lot to me!